My mood has been very dark as of late, nothing earth shattering…. just modern-day life as we know it. My home no longer resembles a middle class adobe, I suppose there is some amount of comfort in its current state. I suppose eclectic would define the ammo cans and food stacked to the ceilings. People suck! There will always be opportunists, humanity is one hell of an oxymoron.
Wisdom comes in many shapes and forms, I happen to be the proud owner of understanding just how dark the mind is, reality is only a concept, the truth will never set you free. We sit here today at the precipice because of fellow humans, it was not supposed to be this way, work hard…. keep your nose to the grindstone and good things will happen. No not in this lifetime, and I am good with this… why? Because some of us are not afraid of the dark.
Some of us have fought off evil intentions and thoughts for a lifetime….why? Because we were told this is what you must do to get to heaven and it’s what’s right. And in the end we came full circle to understand darkness rules the day. So I will continue to prepare and prep, after all wisdom tells me I must…. why? Because darkness falls soon. And I am OK with this!
The angst, anger and rage will soon have a canvas. What I have always known, in the end is… reality. We can’t change what is about to be painted on the canvas….. And I am OK with this! Hunker down, bug out, pick your poison, it all matters not because the universe dictates the canvas must be painted. We still have time to prep, we still have time to play out in our minds just how the revenge will be exacted.
The PTB have been able to keep a lid on the powder keg for a very long time….. Times up fuckers. And I am OK with this.
AND NOT A SINGLE FUCK WAS GIVEN THAT DAY